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9.24.2002
September 24:
i recently found out that a girl from my high school who graduated with me died this morning. shes been battling cancer for three years and it finaly took her. this is the third person from my graduating class of 125 that has died. one died my junior year and another my senior year and then this girl today.
its really scary to think that im only barely three years out of high school and weve already lost someone who graduated with us. what about those people who you didnt talk to...or just barely knew...where are they now? what about your good friends from high school who you have lost contact with...when will your paths cross again?
im just thinking about all this because ive talked to people tonight from home that i havent talked to in years. and now we are all brought back together by one event...like we already have twice before...its just frustrating that this the reason that i think about this stuff because otherwise i wouldnt have been at all.
well, thats enough. just though i would contribute this dose of reality.
9.23.2002
September 23:
the weekend is now over, and another week of class is about to begin. i went camping this weekend. it was pretty nice. id like to do that more often, but time holds me back and so do all my commitments. sometimes i wish i didnt have them, but if didnt, i bet id complain about being bored. i wrote another song this weekend...though its just a part of a song now. its sorta like nick drake style...its got a lot of potential. if i could only sing to it...
sometimes...people get on my nerves (my roommate). but i think that its from hanging out with him all weekend. hes got this complex sometimes about being "smarter" than me (???) and i dont get it. he always corrects me but hes like wrong half the time. i enjoy living with him, but i think that its good that we dont cross paths much. AND i cant wait till i have my own computer hooked up the the network and not just his...(its got too much crap on it).
well, i just realized i forgot to call someone to work on a project. good job tim. and its time for bed...
